Tue, 03 Jul 2007 04:29:56 GMT

So today was my worst day in a long, long time. And I hate being miserable. My own mother isn't talking to me right now. Apparently I snapped on her. I was a little edgy, yes, but I did not snap on her. So she stormed off on me and I kept on helping my brother with is schedule, despite the fact that I offered him help a month ago and he saved it until the night before when I really didn't feel like doing it. I then found out I can't take my Math class next year which fucked up my schedule. And I was supposed to be going back to the city August 20 and now I can't go back until September and getting out of this town was one thing that I was actually looking forward to. I ended up bawling and going through stuff with my dad until it wasn't quite solved but I now have an idea of what to do.

So even though my mom was more immature than I was I was already so upset that I couldn't stand her being upset with me so I apologized, which seemed to upset her more. She then snapped back on me. She kept saying "what do you want me to do". I tried to explain that I didn't know what she could do but that I was trying to figure out what I was supposed to do. I apologized and I wasn't asking her to fix my problems but when I am visibly upset and crying, which I don't do very often in front of my parents, you don't need to get all snappy on me. So I left and talked to my dad again and finally kind of calmed down (only to come to my room by myself and start bawling again) and my mom is not talking to me now.

Everything I was looking forward to is falling apart and I was so looking forward to spending some time not at home not working and that's falling to shit and I really don't know what to do right now. I am seriously miserable and I hate being miserable and I hate asking for help but when I do she makes me feel even worse.

To top it all off? I work at 5:30 in the morning. For three weeks in a row.

Seriously, sorry to bitch. Just had to do this somewhere.

Sat, 30 Jun 2007 23:14:23 GMT

I forgot to update again. I've actually been busy with work and (shock!) socializing. I have a life, yay!! But no really, it's almost July. My summer is MORE THAN half over! I go back August 20. I'm actually excited though...

But anyways I'm going to go read my HP&GoF so I can finish them all before the new one comes. So stoked.

Oh HAPPY CANADA DAY fellow Canadians!!!

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